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Strong emotions – fear and panic, self-search and isolation, love and sex, self-denial and self-discovery – a ride on an emotional roller coaster while trying to find one’s way into life.

Chad Connell
David Cameron
Mimi Kuzyk

Sven J. Matten


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  1. This was very well done, and has very much social value insofar as we all need someone. I know. I have been denying myself a lifetime. I've lost the love of my life. I understand Alexander and the meaning in his life as he was there to help him recover himself. He loved him. Thank you for this. Even with the tradgic events and ending. Love springs eternal. Thank you.💙
    This was a lovingly beautiful film.🌹 Yes, I cried.

  2. I don’t understand was Alex never real and he just was lonely so he made some one up because he was bored of being alone or did Alex die I’m confused 🤷🏽‍♀️

  3. OMG You made me cry 😭 Great actors & great story. But there's one thing I'm not satisfied – whenever they would kiss each other seems there ain't feelings. I was expecting really torrid kissing. But still, it's excellent! 👏👏👏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  4. I got lost in history, the boy was real ??

    it was just his head ???

    I didn’t understand anything, in one part they’re fighting in the other they’re already visiting an old house, can someone please explain to me?

  5. Essa história com esses dois atores amei entendi apesar do assidente e a vida que o parceiro mostrava como e lindo a vida e com todo amor que os dois tinha bom e ficou na vida ele começou viver a vida lindo parabéns pros dois atores 👏👏💖❤🍀🌿🌻🌼🥰AMEI🤩

  6. David cameron is such an amazing actor, why isn't he playing in any well known movie? It's almost impossible to find any information about him on the web.

  7. My momma once told me that I should start imagining to become a creative artist . Well I have second thoughts now on considering to be imaginative. Who would possibly want to end up like this dude, here . And the music at the end finished it like I could barely see anything in the end!
    So everyone like Shakespeare said life is wound about by a dream and everything will cease to exist like how elements of his magical pageant faded away!

  8. he had to let Alex go and be himself independent and continue with his life, it was his imagination to get over his mental illness, his depression, once he was able to continue with his life, he can carry on with out an imaginary person,,he can find someone to share his life.

  9. I think it was a dumb shock ending and I wish they just made a simple happy romance like in older days. The nice romance was there, they ought to have focused on it, and made it a feel good movie, Alex is such a nice innocent character.

  10. Into tears. I could relate it to myself to some extent. My ex guy was sorta like this complex daniel fighting with his mind. I still love him. Heart touching intensity shown by the makers and the music is just heart throbbing ♥️ Gay life is tough indeed. I miss your presence too my love 💐

  11. It's strange to me that out of all the comments I read, no one ever thought that Alex may have been a Angel. If you take a minute to look back at the conversation during their first "meal", what was one of the first things Alex said ? He spoke of God.

    Everyone has had this "God hates gays" pumped into their heads for so long, that none stop to realize the meaning of this "In the eyes of God, all men are created equal" ALL mankind – gay and str8, male and female, black, white, red, and yellow. Anyone who thinks that God does not love you because you are gay, has pebbles in his head.

  12. Are you f**** kidding with me ?
    I feel sad and bad for him at the same time
    So at the end he goes back to his own life but he still misses Alexander even though it was his imagination(I feel angry for knowing the fact that he wasnt real).
    But the story line and the story both ON POINT
    AND YEAH i am not crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  13. well at least he got over his phobia/anxiety….he actually healed himself with his sub conscious mind…powerful story…the strength of ones mind is mind boggling

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